Thursday, December 30

does a girl always judge a guy by its appearance? how and by what way man are attractive to girls?
is there a definition? or just merely the looks or his eyes or his features or his perfectly-shaped facade that what we call - Handsome. Hot.

One look and both are in love. how often does that happen? it's true i guess, but rare i can assure.

Fall for appearance or inner qualities? I hear people say, nowadays, they fall for appearance. And the more evil ones, fall for wealth.

I think i'm going crazy. Let's hope it's just for today.

Tuesday, December 28

Yesterday was the happiest day of my holiday. enjoying the moments with all my friends was totally awesome! been cooked up at home for quite a period of time and yesterday was just the 2nd time of my gatherings. unbelievable yet true. pretty sad, cause you all were spm-ing o.o

Wonder when's the next time to gather? look forward for it so much :)


Recently was addicted to the song 'Grenade' by B.Mars. Mind kept singing it by its own unconditionally.


When the pin from a grenade was plucked out, the whole thing will blow in a second or two and,creating devastation and lights that blind your eyes. You could only close your eyes and listen to the sounds of the surrounding and imagine what will happen next.
Empty land? or there are still flowers left, ready to bloom?

just some random thinking and expression. :)

I wonder if there's Heart Grenade in this world.

My ex sg classmates ask me to stay my 'act cool' characteristics. Should I continue this next year? :(

Wednesday, December 15

OFF TO SHANGHAI! :D ;D

see you guys in X'mas.

I just recovered from my sickness phew*

Tuesday, December 14

OMFG i think im gonna sick -.-
sorethroatt and there was a sandy-like feeling in it. blargh!
stupid pizza yesterday. must be too heaty.
Today I became the maid. Mopped floor. 3 Levels. :D
once with soap, twice with plain water.
so that makes .. 9 levels??! @.@

Home Alone is good sometimes. Nostalgic. Can reminiscence. :)

Today chat with KJia and we talked about friends.
Friends.
Simple word but in reality it means alot.
True friends Fake friends Real friends Fiends haha they have so many types.
I was thinking about my network of friends and I found out it was so narrow.
True friends for my case I only had one or two and mostly they are females. Check my phones and you know who they are. Sometimes when you have problems or difficulties in your mind that you really hope to share the burden with someone, you pick up your phone and browse your contacts. Sometimes I scroll it down for thrice or more and make no decision.Come to this point, one word would appear in your mind -- Mom.

well Mom is my best friend, for my case; and this does not appeal to everyone else 'cause i know they have problems in parent-children communications. I felt that I'm so lucky to have a understanding and responsible Mother.

But sometimes we just need friends, cause they are like our second parents.

To those who know me, I appreciated our friendship. May it last long :))

I Love You Friends
I Love You Mom :D

Sunday, December 12

I'm Back~

Hoho I AM BACK FROM PENANG ;D

this trip was organised by my mum to my relatives because they don not have the financial power to really make a trip to anywhere else. So the whole trip was fully sponsored by my mum (including toll fee! but not petrol fee haha)

We went for 3D2N and we overnighted at a Hotel alongside Batu Ferringi Beach and what you know? The Beach was utterly awesome! The Beach was coated with Aqua Blue with Golden coloured sands accompanying and the emerging red Sun painted the whole picture the perfect place for holiday. We actually wake up just to view sun rise or purposely waited for the sun to set. The scene was amazing, unbelievable. With the sound of the birds speared through the air, breaking the silent dawn; the cold chilly sea breeze blowing towards your direction softly and the raging sounds of the waves hitting the rocks and the beach, you would feel like you are really spending your days in honeymoon. Sitting on the bench with the perfect scenery and weather, awaiting the sun to spawn out,indicating the start of a bright new day, the suspension was truly awakening and refreshing. As the golden rays started to beam from the horizon and shot into the sky, it marked the beginning of a brand new day for everyone, but another food festa for me!!

We ate at different locations everyday:

Lebuh Penang - Most Famous Char Koay Teow and many many more~
Gurney Drive - Famous for any food and night walk :)
Penang Hill - Famous for Ais Kacang
Lebuh Swee Khim* (I forgot the name, but its near the Ibu Pejabat Polis) - Famous for Cendol!
and blah blah blah (continue on your search if you plan to go. adventures make trips fun!)

Wow I eat till my belly almost pop out. It's always double the consumption than everyone else. The poop was then double the normal routine, and extra smelly.. hehe ;p

Penang was really a FOOD HEAVEN! Believe me, you should eat until you get diarrhea because it's worth it ;) During the 3days, I've tasted every food delicacies and varieties of food provided. err.. 5 meals a day? x)

But unfortunately, we did not have the time to experience the feeling of taking the ferry back to the mainland from the island as a result of time limitation. sitting in a car in a ferry was so exciting haha but i guess we dont have the fate to have that. Too bad my cousin sis got sick on the last day because she ate too much type of food ranging from cold - hot and spicy - sweet in a day. I think she had stomach flu as she vomited and laosai-ed and was almost emitted to hospital but the pain was deceased when we got her to a polyclinic and she had some pills and a injection.

Then I started to reminiscence back the moment that I had the same disease I guess. It was during world cup and I slept at 4am. The previous night I had Steamboat for dinner and to my horror, I had serious Stomachache when i was about to sleep. From 4am - 6am I laosai-ed for ..20times? I did not count but the process was indescribable. The torrent of pain was so excruciating. Every 5 minute I would be jolted up and the next thing appeared in my mind would be the toilet bowl. From 4-6 and every 5-10 minutes i would have to pay my toilet a visit. That was more than my visiting time to Facebook in 2 hours. At 6 I could no resist the pain and I yelled for my parents. Too bad they were deeply in sleep and I had to phone them to wake them up. I vomited for 5times in a day. No choice but to see a Doc. Pills,Panadols and Chinese Herbs cured me. It was a torturing process and i do not hope to repeat it at all.

So sorry I'm not a photo-maniac and all the pictures of Penang trip were with my cousin and she would upload it but not me. I am lazy to upload too hahas x(

Well Spm are on the edge of finishing and I guess it's HOLIDAY for everyone! HAPPY HOLIDAY I wish you all and please take care of your Dragon-Body before/during/after long-days trip. I must start to sleep early as I'm about to venture to China and my body has to be in perfect condition to enjoy the delicacies and also the sights of sceneries and also the BEAUTIFUL CHINA DOLLS ;D

Aiks mom nagging me to sleep and off to bed am I. Ciaoz~

Friday, November 26

SAVE.ME

CAN SOMEONE ESCORT ME OUT FROM THIS TOTAL BORE-SOME-NOTHING-TO-DO-AND-VACANT HOLIDAY WHICH IS NOT A HOLIDAY TO ME AT ALL ._.

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Monday, November 15

WOAHHHHHH O LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER~ ~ ~ ~ ~

but everyday stay at hostel ROT only .__.

hey someone found my lost wallet at Zara shop. haha it must me my return for buying so many Zara boutiques x)

miss home so much. fast fast go home.

Saturday, November 6

I LOST MY EFFING WALLET AT ORCHARD ==

luckily inside no cash but re-do all the cards and id stuffs require more money -.-

must be chio bu steal my wallet =p

Monday, November 1

Welcome November!
Hope time passes as fast as it could be!
Time to plan my 360 degree change in my life =)

Saturday, October 30

screw O levels man. get some life dude.

chucks* ;D

so into Gossip Girls now =)
Serena van der Woodson, you're way to voluptuous,especially your voice.
I wanna be an Elite too.
Dreaming? Wake up Dude.

Sunday, October 17

A Little Break from Routine .

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are


Fantastic & Marvelous Song .

How I wished I could sing this song to a girl who truly loves me .

Saturday, October 9

You've found another SunshineBoy :)
Glad to hear that. Wish you all the best ;)
But don't neglect your studies ya =]

.Best Wishes.

Wednesday, September 22

dilemma

IM GONNA QUIT EVERYTHING.

NO FB
NO TWEET
NO BLOG
NO MSN
NO SMS
NO NOTHING
FML.

im just like an egg on a tip. falling any moment. no matter how hard I study I still fail.i cannot predict my o levels result. ugh,kills me.
Mom said I can go back take A level anytime but I dont wish to. I dont wish to go back,but right now im still failing. wts. what should I do now == I'm trap within a Dilemma. This shit is gonna tear me apart alive.

now that I realised, she was right. i am indeed weak.

Wednesday, September 15

today just finished Geog and Emaths paper. AHH I'm always careless in maths. FML. Hate those asshole keep saying " 哎哟3分叻3分仂。妈的3分就拿不到A1了" I was there thinking: Shut the fuck up please? 3 marks wont make you fail and me myself already deducted about 20 marks -.- why cant these people just keep the comments to themselves. It's over means over dont go around talking about it since you cant change the fact anymore. Ugh bastards.

Fuckk it now Emaths no more A1 ady -.-

O levels left 40++ days =(

*lol i actually have a tweeter acc but didnt realize it. no wonder just now make one keep say my email cannot be used @@

shit. dunno use twitter ._. be sure to follow me and teach me how to use ;)

Sunday, September 12

yesterday was a terrible bad day i guess.

9am ET woke me up go library
then we studied and 0mfg I couldn't believe I really did study
done Chem Phy Maths and some Geog
haha that was some awesome revision

5pm we GG back hostel then go for bball game
tio trashed by the China PRCs
The game was horrifying
they played like bull and smell like poo
seriously, I cant stand their B.O really disgust me

then at night went to McD cause ET has coupons.
10am lie on bed and sms. but slept at 0030.

Alarm rang at 0630 and I told myself to wake up study but failed. Slept till 0830 then take breakfast. Hostel this 2 days got DotA Tournament but we didnt join cause we dont have comps. 1000 I went to bed again and sleep @@ dont know why feel very tired.

Been very empty and lost yesterday. Feel like no push for me to move forward. Now I'm only just moving along, failing i guess? :x

*saw a couple studying in the library. sweeet TTM ;)

Tuesday, September 7

Knock knock
The door is unlock

Tick tock
I look at my clock

Stop stop
I closed my old blog

Shock shock
I opened a new blog :D


Haha. what a lame poem.
Well, holiday has passed for a few days and I didnt even touch my books. I keep telling people I will start mugging but end up playing. haiz what a failure.
SOMEBODY PLEASE SCOLD ME!!

Anyway,fresh new blog,but still the old-self me. Guess it's just hard to make a new change for myself after living dreadly for 16 years.

*I need to have some Mugging spirit from E.T the Alien and Jia the Elephant. Whoa what a WEIRD combination man. haha just joking guys =p

gonna go back room now. E.T's gonna strangle me if he sees this