dilemma

IM GONNA QUIT EVERYTHING.

NO FB
NO TWEET
NO BLOG
NO MSN
NO SMS
NO NOTHING
FML.

im just like an egg on a tip. falling any moment. no matter how hard I study I still fail.i cannot predict my o levels result. ugh,kills me.
Mom said I can go back take A level anytime but I dont wish to. I dont wish to go back,but right now im still failing. wts. what should I do now == I'm trap within a Dilemma. This shit is gonna tear me apart alive.

now that I realised, she was right. i am indeed weak.

today just finished Geog and Emaths paper. AHH I'm always careless in maths. FML. Hate those asshole keep saying " 哎哟3分叻3分仂。妈的3分就拿不到A1了" I was there thinking: Shut the fuck up please? 3 marks wont make you fail and me myself already deducted about 20 marks -.- why cant these people just keep the comments to themselves. It's over means over dont go around talking about it since you cant change the fact anymore. Ugh bastards.

Fuckk it now Emaths no more A1 ady -.-

O levels left 40++ days =(

*lol i actually have a tweeter acc but didnt realize it. no wonder just now make one keep say my email cannot be used @@

shit. dunno use twitter ._. be sure to follow me and teach me how to use ;)

yesterday was a terrible bad day i guess.

9am ET woke me up go library
then we studied and 0mfg I couldn't believe I really did study
done Chem Phy Maths and some Geog
haha that was some awesome revision

5pm we GG back hostel then go for bball game
tio trashed by the China PRCs
The game was horrifying
they played like bull and smell like poo
seriously, I cant stand their B.O really disgust me

then at night went to McD cause ET has coupons.
10am lie on bed and sms. but slept at 0030.

Alarm rang at 0630 and I told myself to wake up study but failed. Slept till 0830 then take breakfast. Hostel this 2 days got DotA Tournament but we didnt join cause we dont have comps. 1000 I went to bed again and sleep @@ dont know why feel very tired.

Been very empty and lost yesterday. Feel like no push for me to move forward. Now I'm only just moving along, failing i guess? :x

*saw a couple studying in the library. sweeet TTM ;)

Knock knock
The door is unlock

Tick tock
I look at my clock

Stop stop
I closed my old blog

Shock shock
I opened a new blog :D

Haha. what a lame poem.
Well, holiday has passed for a few days and I didnt even touch my books. I keep telling people I will start mugging but end up playing. haiz what a failure.
SOMEBODY PLEASE SCOLD ME!!

Anyway,fresh new blog,but still the old-self me. Guess it's just hard to make a new change for myself after living dreadly for 16 years.

*I need to have some Mugging spirit from E.T the Alien and Jia the Elephant. Whoa what a WEIRD combination man. haha just joking guys =p

gonna go back room now. E.T's gonna strangle me if he sees this